smashingpixie

Entranced in dreamscape: Frozen trees and haunting owls Betray repression. Moon's shadowed stillness Painting an azure picture Forlorn and hopeless. Following behind, The unnamed is catching up- Quickly gaining speed. Slipping and tripping, Jagged ice beneath my feet Forbidding swiftnes. Frantically I fall Bloody hands reach for a branch But I cannot reach. Moving forward now Sliding on my belly, scared Of some nameless deed.

Here comes the wrecking ball- just when I thought the pieces of my heart couldn't get any smaller. Here comes the lonesome night. All day my soul's been shrinking, helpless in the light of a brand new day. Here's my tear-streaked refrain. Indecision binds my mind, I struggle to quit this sphere of new pain. Here comes failure, in my face. Laughter cutting deep in shame, betrayal of my truest self's embrace.

You gave me roses Each bursting blossom Like the first love blood Of a pure young bride You saw my innocence You took it in your arms Got what you wanted Now where the hell am I? I am here, bleeding Staring at the ceiling Nothing's what I'm feeling In your arms, I'm alone And each touch, numbs my heart Like novocaine. You said you loved me You wanted all of me I needed to believe So I fell into your lies A vile of purity Broke by your selfesh deeds I cling to phantom dreams Of what love must be like I am here still bleeding, Staring at the ceiling Nothing's what I'm feeling In your arms, I'm alone And each touch, num

Death to the age of innocence Ripped open for the world to see My mangled self shrinks fast from your caress My weakness so appealing it seems Feeding off my soulless carrion Looming with that impotent smile Trick or take advantage to force my hand Convince yourself I'm blinded, beguiled Love be with you But there's none that's left to be found The only touch of amor I'll ever feel Is the heat of my life's blood trickling down Tripping down a road imposed by you Awkwardly denying my dreams Each day a darker dawning of lost truths With stylish rays deception's glow beams Vulnerable I cling fast to your faith Patronise myself o